"..I am what I am"

..this is what I need.

Tonight I wrote this word on an 18x24 canvas I've had for three years.

It has taken me three years to decide what its purpose should be.

I'm at a point in my life that I feel hopeless. I'm stuck, and I don't know where to turn, where to run, which direction to go.

Maybe this will help.

I'm looking forward to splattering this canvas with pictures and words and pieces of my past, present, and future that will give me hope.

Maybe it will take me another three years to finish.